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Ice Shards

  Yet again, her words pierced my mind like bullets. A feeling that I had befriended long before now. But back then, those were Ice shards that melted in my heart, making me forget the pain I felt when they harpooned deep in my chest in the first place. Ever held something so cold in your hand that the cold reached your heart? These shards, gave me the chills that shattered the warmth of my core, made my knees so weak that I had to take a seat. I thought I had forged myself for all contingencies. I bet, life gave me a smirk at that moment.  What's more painful than an eternal winter with raining knives of ice from the dark heavens? "Hah ! Nothing !!". I stand corrected. In the greens of the Amazon, hunters use arrows of poison to end the life of their prey or for self-defense. Little frogs bearing the majestic colours of death on their backs. Ironic isn't it ? The bullets she launched at me didn’t only give me pain while puncturing, it continued inflicting the horribl...

SILENCE

"How Are you?" She answered, “fine, you?” The deafening silence already declared the answer. She stared blankly at the dark ceiling, hoping to find something interesting to see there, to engage her mind. But, it was, after all, dark. Continuous pings from her phone failed to attract her attention from the literal void. Fingers run into her hair as she closes her eyes. She was craving for the pampering touch for months now.  She asked “do you miss me?” Her voice faded away through the window, across the rainy, cloud covered sky. The monotonous sound of rain and sudden lightning made the weather dreary. The smartphone which knew her fingerprints better than herself was chiming with notification tone, waiting for her to touch it, but failing over and over. Maybe the phone understood because it went silent. Tears rolled down her cheeks but she didn’t try to wipe it away like always. There was no makeup to be ruined. A loud thunder tried to cover up her sudden outburst...
" Loneliness ", What is it? When you have enough time to think about the definition of the very word I am writing about, then you are "lonely".         Humans are social creatures, they can't survive without friends and family and other human beings around them. So, we can say that "society" can be added in the basic needs of a human.      This thought just crossed my mind in the morning that very few people in this whole world are known as the enlightened ones or "SIDDHA PURUSH" because they have overcome the needs that normal human being can't survive without. So, if we agree to my first paragraph then those people are living in loneliness I have good news for you. I guess that you already presumed what I am going to say.      Hence, don't be disappointed in yourself if you are fighting loneliness inside your heart. Fight on, because you are achieving something, something unique.
Remember at the time when Hiroshima and Nagasaki was bombed and there is nothing left. At that point the people of Japan had two choices.. either give up or stand against the situation. Today we are blessed with these technological advancements, in which Japan claims a huge part. They stood against the situation, they stood against the ultimate man made disaster. In a human's life some disaster come like that. But the main thing is that if we are choosing to stand against that or to give up hope. There is always a light at the end of a tunnel you just have to keep moving.. you will see that light eventually.                Now the question is why am I writing these things? Because I am a human being and I also going through some situations like that. Where I am regretting my past and thinking and thinking all those thoughts which is hurting me more and more. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to say. I don't know how I can get out of thi...
After two days I am going to face my semester exam. I am afraid. No, not for the exam. I am afraid because I am not afraid regarding the exam. That may reduce my grades, right? That is why I am afraid. Now there are two type of people who does not fear exam                                              i) Who don't know anything and given up hope.                                             ii) Who have completed their syllabus. I am sure that I am none of them. Then what am I? I come under another category and this is the most dangerous category. Where, the student is not afraid of the exam but the result. That makes him careless at the time of exam but at the time of result publication.....     When a person uses most of his time in present to think ...
Life of every one in this planet, even if it is an animal's, is interesting. I think my life is too. Mainly, people write a blog about what they like. For example: my friend has a blog that relates only to travelling experiences. But, while creating this blog and writing in it, I found it most difficult to find any particular thing of interest. Because, I have many. So, instead of writing a particular thing in my one and only blog I chose to  make it versatile. Have a good and incident  full day. ;)
After many many days I came back in this BLOG to continue it. This blog says that "My writings are my reflection" so I have to prove that. In this long years many things came and gone. I completed my graduation in Pharmacy and now in the year of 2016 I am pursuing my Masters Degree in Pharmaceutics from Odisha, India. I am an adult now I have learnt many things in those past years. So now I think my writings are now mature enough to express myself.